A DEEP & WONDROUS 6 MONTH JOURNEY INTO THE WILDLY EXPANSIVE NATURE OF YOUR CREATIVITY - THROUGH ART, RITUAL, PLEASURE, AND SHADOW INTEGRATION

a six month long journey to support you in cultivating a loving relationship with yourself.

this is the necessary foundation for everything else you create in your life.

this is where you become your own muse and the awakened artist of your life.  

you turn absolutely everything into art.  the darkness, the ick, the despair, the ugly… there is nothing that can’t be alchemized. 

exquisite, free, and luscious self expression.  

radical permission to please yourself. 

make it beautiful.  

play in the field of infinite possibility for six months with a badass girl gang of new besties.  

miracles.  celebration.  life as your exquisite creation. 

if you are ready to make this journey back home to yourself easy, fun, artful, and beautiful, and do it alongside a group of creative magical women, this course is for you.

if you just know that you are not living the life that is yours - the life that is seducing your lungs, the life that is dripping down your chin - if you are making your decisions out of fear, comfort, or scarcity, thinking that this is the best you’re ever gonna have so you better hold on to it for dear life, you don’t have to wait until it all crumbles and burns.

you can choose yourself today. you can get just a little bit more honest about what’s not a fuck yes to you.

misfits, poets, dreamers, rebels, ugly criers, idealists, witches, dream workers, mothers, the fool archetype, life artists of all kinds - with a relentless fire in their heart and a radical inability to conform - this course is for you. come join the party.

women who have been putting off choosing themselves - i see you. everything else comes first. out of necessity. out of your allegiance to some moral code that hasn’t been yours in a long long time. but someday when the kids are out of the house or when i have $ or time to spare…. FUCK someday! your life is now. if you’re going to choose yourself, be honest with yourself now.

this is foundational. it is the necessary first step. it’s becoming intentional about finding your unique self - the one in billions combination of soul, earth, and yearning - that sexy af union of the infinite divine with this one exquisite body - it is the kind of selfish that is in service to all creation.

your vast and powerful subconscious has been secretly running the show. and it will keep doing so and creating things you’ll swear you don’t want

UNTIL

you make friends with your shadow and bring the depths of your soul to light.

UNTIL you re-member who you truly are.

UNTIL you become whole and ONE with these rejected and long forgotten parts of yourself.

it’s my pleasure to invite you into the wildly expansive nature of your creativity.

IS THIS YOU?

ACHING TO EMBODY THE MOST AUTHENTIC VERSION OF YOURSELF, SO YOU CAN START LIVING AND CREATING IN ALIGNMENT WITH YOUR TRUE SOUL POTENTIAL

SO READY TO MOVE PAST THE OLD PATTERNS YOU SEEM TO BE STUCK IN AND THE FIERCE RESISTANCE TO THE LIFE AND ART YOU FEEL DEEP DOWN IS POSSIBLE FOR YOU

DESIRE TO BE BOLDER AND MORE CONFIDENT IN THE WAY YOU EXPRESS YOURSELF

EXCITED BY THE IDEA OF SEEING ALL OF LIFE AS ART

WILLING TO BRAVELY OWN YOUR SOVEREIGNTY AND TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR ALL OF YOUR CREATIONS

EAGER TO LET GO OF SHAME AND REMEMBER THE WISDOM INHERENT IN YOUR BODY AND SOUL

COMMITTED TO UNCOVER AND DELIGHT IN THE ABUNDANCE ALREADY PRESENT IN YOUR LIFE HERE AND NOW

INTRIGUED BY THE IDEA OF EXPLORING YOUR DARK SHADOWS AND MAKING ART OF YOUR TRIGGERS

EAGER TO PUT IN THE EMOTIONAL, ENERGETIC, AND FINANCIAL COMMITMENT TO YOURSELF AND YOUR CREATIONS

if your heart tugs at you at these words, join me for a 6 month journey that will forever transform the way you relate to yourself, your life, and your art - whatever your choice of medium.

WHAT IS INCLUDED:

6 months - 6 modules delivered via:

6 INTIMATE VIDEO TEACHINGS TO GUIDE YOU INTO REMEMBERING THE POWERFUL CREATRIX YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN

6 INSPIRED RITUAL AND ARTFUL EMBODIMENT PRACTICES

6 INSTRUCTIONAL VIDEOS TO GUIDE YOU THROUGH CREATING GORGEOUS MIXED MEDIA SELF PORTRAITS TO DEEPEN AND EXPAND YOUR SOUL JOURNEY - NO PREVIOUS EXPERIENCE NECESSARY

WORLDWIDE MYSTIC ARTISTIC COMMUNITY VIA PRIVATE GROUP ON TELEGRAM- THIS IS A PLAYGROUND FOR YOUR UNFOLDING AND WILD EXPRESSION

3 LIVE ZOOM CALLS PER MONTH THAT ARE A COMBINATION OF TEACHING, COACHING, Q&A, AND MIRRORING GAMES DESIGNED TO EXPAND YOUR CAPACITY TO BE SEEN AND YOUR BOLDNESS OF EXPRESSION

1 GROUP HANGOUT PER MONTH WHERE WE ARE ALL ABOUT YOUR PLEASURE AND ANYTHING GOES: ART, SEXY STORIES, TRUTH OR DARE, SHOW & TELL, DANCE PARTIES - ALL THE JUICY DELICIOUS THINGS THAT MAKE US HUMAN

LIFETIME ACCESS TO THE COURSE CONTENT SO YOU CAN WORK AT YOUR OWN PACE OR REVISIT WHENEVER YOU NEED A REFRESHER (INCLUDING ALL THE UPDATED BONUS CONTENT I WILL BE ADDING)

THE BREAKDOWN:

module 1 - CREATRIX CONSCIOUSNESS
awakening the divine creator within

module 2 - RECLAIMING THE MAGIC OF YOUR BODY
activating your mystical powers of intuition through mirror magic, sensuality, and pleasure

module 3 - BECOMING YOUR OWN MUSE
healing your gaze through curiosity and extravagant grace

module 4 - GRIEF & GRATITUDE
the sacred art of incarnate presence and abundance

module 5 - BEFRIENDING YOUR DEMONS
obliterating shame and integrating all the rejected parts of you so you can start creating in alignment with your soul

module 6 - EMBODYING THE ARCHETYPES
reclaiming your wild desires through profound mischief and becoming the life artist who already has it all

there are 10 spots available. keeping it small so we can get intimate.

READY FOR THE BEST SIX MONTHS OF YOUR LIFE?

we start right away.

TESTIMONIALS:

“when they ask me or say ~ "you are so free or where did you learn to be so creative? or i love how you live your life." i tell them about anca gray~and how she showed me how to date my inner artist! - denise s.

“what a beautiful, rich, raw, wholehearted and generous offering! i feel excited to create for the first time in a long time. reconnecting with my creativity in a way that feels both unique and true to myself, and also very inspired by you and the other incredible creatives in the group. you have something very special here. it is truly an experience that i am looking forward to revisiting. it’s an unfinished journey, a winding trail that leads to a special and long-forgotten place that for me, was buried over time by trauma, shame and self-doubt. going on this journey made me feel like a child discovering a secret garden.” - danielle s.

“the retreat is an extraordinary experience. expect to be inspired. open yourself to unexpected possibilities. and have fun! once i stepped (metaphorically) through the portal the floodgates of creativity were unleashed. each week brought thought-provoking challenges that led to different ways of looking and creating. this was truly a special experience- i had no clue when i impulsively signed up for your retreat of the places it would take me. thank you again, anca, for giving us the venue that allowed us to create magic.” - maureen k.

“how did you know this is what i need/want to own.??? your words take it to the next level. take ME to the next level.” - denise s.